The Shadow Vault

A Catchy Title

Yeah, not too exciting of a day. Woke up at 5,, as usual, and then fell back asleep till 6:10. Good thing I give myself plenty of extra time in the morning. The extra sleep was kinda refreshing... but I didn't have as much free time as usual. only about 10 mins. I knew from the minute I got up and realised it was 6:10 that I would have a pretty bad day. It was pretty much a bad, depressing day. I don't know why I still bother thinking about that girl I like...

Hmm... yeah. i'm still pretty sure she doesn't like me. I am also very sure that I don't like my activities at lunch time. I do an entirety of sit doing nothing. Today I did that "alone" thing... yaknow... surrounded by people, but still alone. I was sitting at a table with some people I kinda know... I was alone. The accept me just fine. I just don't care. I don't want to hang out with them, not really. I got away from the immature people, but now i'm just sitting with a bunch of geeks. Yeah, i'm a geek, but, I want some variety or something. something more fun. More active, at least. These guys just play card games and gameboys. I kinda wanna start playing some sort of pen and paper RPG at lunch w/ them, I dunno what, but thats just as boring, I think... I dunno. If nothing new comes up before I get that RPG thing planned and ready, then yeah, I'll do that. woo, fun... Yeah. thats about it.

Nothing Exciting

Yeah. Uhh... not much exciting going on right now, but, earlier was good, I guess. Interesting day. The, uhh, free thingy to download, patching Uru is cool... thats all I have to say about that, really... Uru rocks in the first place... And the new thing, as far as I can tell is tiny.... but its prolly huge, and I am just slow at finding new things. But there is a new Relto page! I guess its a dock... oh! Right! I remember why Ilike the patch... I can use the KI now! its great! I don't have to draw things I see that are clues, I can just take in-game screenshots, and pull them up when I need them!!! Uhh... yeahhh.....

So, This morning, school started an hour late because the teachers had a meeting, I guess it was supposed to be about the standardizes tests or something.... more about that later... So, I was supposed to wake up late... which was great because I accidentally didn't look at a clock between like 9 and 12 last night... and I usually go to bed at 11.... So I didn't get to bed till like 12:30.... Yeah, but THEN, somehow I got woke up at 3 AM, and my head thought it was time to get up, so I got up, and almost got ready, but my semi-nocturnal brother was wondering why I was trying to get up at three... So I went back to bed. Anyway... Uhh... yeah, school...

I guess at that meeting they had, one of thier major discussions was about IDs, see... at my school, everyone is supposed to wear thier IDs visible on thier persons... but nobody really does, and almost none of the teachers really care... But, I guess they were all told that they needed to stricten up, and EVERY teacher now is checking for IDs and its kinda silly. And they increased punishments... its easier to get detensions now, or something... whatever. I always have my ID anyway. I'm sure the teachers will get relaxed about it real quick anyway.

And then lunch sucked... well, the food was good, but the stupid immature stupids I always end up sitting with were... well... stupid and... IMMATURE! Grr... I need to get some friends. New friends? Well... I don't know more than one or two of those immiture people count a friends to me... I need some friends.... I did get to talk to that girl.... but, that was for like 2 minutes... I don't really think she likes me anyway. I heard her and her friend talking about some guy she likes that might like her. I don't know who... 80% sure its not me, so, yaknow... Ahh, lack of hope. woo. Anyway, talking to her is nice anyway. Shes a fun person to talk to most of the time.

And then in 6th hour(the last class of the day... technically the seventh period of the day, but they don't count lunch as a period... it seems silly to me, but I think they would think that of the system I am used to.) I got mad at one of the immature people Imentioned during the lunch description... he was being exceptionally dumb, and I got mad at him. I have a temper problem sometimes... all I did was kick him, but I was angry Yeah...I was angry, and walked away(he got me most angry right as the bell rang) and then he followed me and kept bugging me, and so I yelled at him. And then I was angry, and I got on the bus and was angry... and then that girl talked to me a bit, and I was okay... eh, I care toomuch about that.... its probably because she is the only intelligent person I consistently talk to outside of my family. It kinda really sucks. I wish she would talk to me online.... Anyway, yeah... just being a teenage guy, complaining about stuff, nothing serious or anything, I just need to relax, I am talking to more and more people all the time. Anyway... enough of todays rant about things Heath doesn't like.

*mental note, don't show that girl this page*

The NeoShark Origin Story... Kinda...

So, I was sitting in the warehouse(hmm... that sounds odd) and I was thinking about stuff... I started thinking about a girl, and then I thought a little about things I put online and stuff,and I thought about how I had, awhile back, written a little bit of stuff about the charater NeoShark... And I was thinking about how I should write/rewrite all the stories, since they had a nice big, fun, acton-based storyline... but then I got to thinking that I don't really want anybody reading those things... they seem very... childish... Uhh... NeoShark is a pretty childish name in the first place, not to mention that the first story describes his genetics as being a cross between a legendary being from an extinct pseudo-god race from another existance and dimension... the other main portion of the genetics is from that pseudo-god's pet Pokemon, which was actually a fictional pokemon I had developed.... oh, and the original creation (I think I named that one Neo) was a failure, and died within hours of cloning(combining the pseudo-god and the pokemons genetics) in the still-afloat laboratory of Atlantis.

It is not really a city, it was just a really good scientists laboratory-city... lots of people lived there, and he was in charge, but... yeah...

So then the scientist decided to add in some patch-genetics(remember Jurrasic Park?) from sharks.... since... sharks were... nearby...? But yeah, so then he had created the being he called NeoShark, meaning "the shark that comes after' or something like that.... But after it grew to maturity, being a demi-pseudo-god, it was powerfull enough to kill everything it Atlantis, and sink the entire lab to the bottom of the ocean(well, it was in the mediterranian, but it drifted off somehow into the ocean or something... thats unexplained... I can do that... yaknow... say its unexplained...) But, yeah, so, the shark genetics had the instincts to kill, so when NeoShark matured, he broke out of his maturing tank, and killed everyone, then after a long time, he eventually learned to use the machines and things in the lab, and discovered some special inter-existance travel.

uhh... thats complicated... basically, an existance is a collection of demensions. you can travel to and from different demensions with inter-demensional travel, but you have to have different tech for inter-existance, so... if you are in EXistance X, Demension 1(EXx;D1) and want to go to EXistance y, Demension 1(EXy;D1) you would have to have the inter-existance technology, but if you just wanted to go from EXx;D1 to EXx;D2 you would only need inter-demensional travel. Got it? Didn't think so...

But the inter-existance travel NeoShark discovered was one-way and accidental, in fact, at that time, he was merely trying to develop inter-demensional travel, so... yeah. He then got shot off to another existance and dimension, which is completely different, and he did a bunch of stuff there, but thats something else.

So, yeah, thats the origin story, its the most immature of the things in the series of storys(involving an inter-existance war, and a rival inter-existance being... But... yeah... thats... not till far into the future.)

Okay, so, there are the storys, and I guess I have figured out how to establish it with a very similar origin story, but quite different... like, yeah... But, I guess I can do it... I just need to plot out a timeline of the whole, like... long long time NeoShark lives(couple thousand years being a demi-pseudo-god and all) and maybee if I have time, work out a bit of his anscesters timelines(oh, right... that pokemon... will just be his pet, not a pokemon!!! stupid eleven year old...(<-reference to me) ) or something... But, yeah... eventually I might write out these storys... and definetly not in order... Yeah... I think I have a clue what order I will do them in... hmmm... Yeah...but anyway. Thats the plan.... Time for me to work on a timelene.... but... I guess I should do homework first, eh?

hotmail on a CD

Sorry if the title got your hopes up or something... just another stupid post :)

Right. So, I am on my sisters computer, and then I went to www.hotmail.com, and it started running the CD drive, and it ran till I left! So... like... is www.hotmail.com on the CD!?!?!

Anyway... I have decided that one of my bigger issues of getting a girlfriend in Pine is that I doubt myself so much that I instantly denounce any possibility of any real relationship with any girl I like. So, like... ive basically ruined a relationship with a girl because I always apologise for everything, and I always doubt everything... ugh... and she might end up reading this... hmm... oh well... but yeah.. grr... just complaining, just a silly teenager. I'll be over this train of thought by the end of the day.

Online Journals are Silly

Right. I am a little(a lot) tired... so excuse typos and not making senceness. Uhh... right, so I have been thinking about this online journal thing people have been getting into. And I am like... well, why don't people just TALK about the things they do... yaknow, like the old days, before my time, when one would have to... comminicate.... and like... have to re-tell what they did if they wanted to separatly tell people what they do?

And then, like, people often have journals... but they are for personal thoughts, and things yaknow... and they were to be kept hidden, but... like... now we have these online ones, where people can just write what they want, and put it online, and let everyone see it. its like, a space to put whatever, and like your thoughts and actions throughout the day, and... yeah... But... whats the point?
Because we are LAZY? ugh... because we don't want real human contact? Huh... Odd... And I seem to keep turning it into a place for me to rant and complain about things I don't like... I suppose crys for help? God knows. Right... so... then I was thinking aout reasons why I would bother posting about what I do every day...

And I think my brother suggested it, but, uhh... a really good reason is so that my Phoenix friends can know all about what do, and so they aren't totally lost from my life..... I don't know why, but they seem to care... it kinda seems strange to me, I don't really feel special at all... but they seem to care... But, yeah, so... I guess that is a good reason to do it. But, I should start actually doing it then, if I actually want to use it for that purpose... yeah...

Oh, but still, despite ME having a good reason, what reason... what reason does everyone else have? like... all the people who talk to everyone they know every day? are they just lazy, and just link people? or expect them to read the posts? like, instead of spending time... investing time in relationships... people decide to just, yaknow... type it once, and people maybee comment. No discussion... just... statements... I dunno... what all you think?

Oh, and I wore the word green on some duct tape taped to my shirt instead of wearing green today :-D

I Broke ME?

Uhh... yeah... I was on the main page, looking at the funny bouncy words thingy on the main page, and I was playing with it, and I made the window smaller, yaknow? and so it just went right. and it didn't bounce. I maximised, and it was just going farther and farther right, expanding the size of the window, and making it scrolly. heh. I took a screenshot.

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Enjoy.

Walking 10 Miles Hurts

So, I am on my spring break now, and so I got to come to Phoenix, rather than stay in Pine, so that I can have a bunch of fun w/ friends, old friends, but still friends, yaknow. Right... but, my bike is 100 miles away, and has two flat tires... and I can't drive, I don't have a permit, and besides, my CAR is 100 miles away... So... I walked everwhere... And, as you can gather from the title of the post, it amounted to around 10 miles of walking. Here is the list:

To school(to sneak onto campus at lunch): 3 miles
from school to Waynes house: quarter mile?
from waynes house to Dairy Queen: half mile?
Dairy Queen to Joes house: 1 mile
Joes house to Johns house: half mile?
Johns house to Seans house: 1 mile
Seans house to Wendys: 2 miles
Wendys to here: 2 and a half miles

Apprx Total: 10 and three fourths?

Yeah... so, at least 10 miles... Uhh... ugh... me tired... I usually don't walk more than two miles a day... and that like, adding up ALL walking ALL day... and thats like, MAX... so... yeah... But... I wouldn't mind being able to do that every day :)

Heh, today was really great, and defnetly worth it!

Comic: Life Tutorial One: Vomiting in Public Toilets

Muahahaha! An obscene comic! Based on true events! Seriously... it was nasty. yeah. Its a great lesson!

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