The Shadow Vault

4th of July/Independence Day Planning

     Now, really, I should post about the past three days, but... I will do that later/another time... Not in this post. Uhm... Yeah. Just gonna rant about the stuff running around in my brain.

     So, I don't know when or how... Probably spawn from likely inability to do something Wednesday... It came up that something should be arranged for Sunday night... Yaknow.. Independence day! So, I, being the guy who likes planning things, and has all the friends/charisma, etc, decided that was a good idea, and so, I decided to plan it... Since I communicate most with most of the involved parties... So, The plan, which has been briefly discussed with Roxy, Jared, Cyndi, and Mike(who is only know to be going by Cyndi and I.) uhm... So, yeah... Everyone kinda knows that we are planning to do something, but we don't have a clue when. And so, me, taking it upon myself to make sure this works out, since I am probably going to enjoy it the most(Maybe Cyndi more... since she is always desparate to see me)... So yeah, I was looking through the things in town that will be going on that night, and like... Yeah, there's a lot of them. And like... I don't know how we would get to any of them, and... uhm... craziness! Gah! Yeah, so then, since theres so many to choose from, and so hard to get a ride, I was like... "we're all like 16, 17, or 18, thats at least 16 years seeing fireworks... that means at least 10 they can remember... that means..... HUNDREDS of fireworks... nobody really cares... will ANYONE enjoy this? I mean... it's gonna be hard to work out, stressful for some... maybe even me... prolly just the parents who want thier kids to participate in family events... and... probably not gonna work out... maybe I shouldn't bother... does anyone actually care?"
     And... yeah... if I plan it, it will either go good or bad... If it goes good, we'll all have fun... if it goes bad, I'll be depressed for a day and a half, and maybe people will fight... And... I dunno how much fun people will have.? And if I don't plan it, then people will either stay home and be content, or go out with thier families, and I will just go hang out with Cyndi. I guess that would be a good date... Yaknow... Romantic kissing under fireworks thing... Yeah. Okay, so. Maybe not. Hard to say.
     And... Like... yeah. WILL anyone enjoy it? ugh. Yeah. I need opinions here... Mike said he doesn't care if it happens or not... And... I care, but I don't know that it's worth my stress if nobody else wants to go... If everyone else actually has INTEREST, then yeah, I'm planning it, otherwise, I'm going with whatever is easiest... Which will most likely fail completely and disaterously/ I'll just go hang out w/ Cyndi.