Unhappy Entertainment
"You can't be anywere without parents for very long."
Okay, well, so I can't go over to Kelli's, and Mike is out most of the time.. plus him and I aren't getting along muvh.. and then Adam is either not home, already has friends comming over, isn't allowed to have friends over(same reason i can't go anyway... no parents), or whatever... I havn't really asked him much, but eery time I have, he said I couldn't.
So then... I have to go home.
"If you play video games for too long, your brain will rot."
Skrew you. I have nothing else to do!!! I don't even WANT to be playing this game, i wanty to be w/ kelli, or even Mikes, he is kind of entertaining, and Adam, he is lots of fun! I play this fucking game for two hours because Kelli is buisy, and I can't talk to her... Mike is too, and Adam isn't that much fun on the phone... So... yeah, this game is getting boring(BTW, its Warcraft III) It WAS fun... but then... when you play way too long, and you are really good, and can't skip to the harder levels, and then you are thinking of what you would MUCH rather be doing... its really quite boring... All I have wanted to do all week is spend some time with Kelli. I don't care about what we are doing, I would enjoy anything... well, I would ike to play the mortal Kombat game she rented, or Fusion Frenzy or somthing, or just play any game she LIKES WITH her.
BUT none of this is possible... sorry, no can do, you have to live with staying home and playing video games... woo! I guess I wish i hadn't accquired friends, then i would still think there is nothing better than playing video games for hours on end...
another thing is that nobody is ever home.. i ahve home for like 2-4 hours alone every day, and I get lonely and bore, and it is quiet, and... yeah, I am not around people I want to be around for the majority of the day, hell, I don't do anything I want to o with people for more than sixty-eight minutes a day(fifty mins in lunch and six three minute passing periods)... so, yeah... well, except when i feel like playing w/ Kalvin and Garret... Which isn't likely after a day of being alone and becoming more and more unhappy with reality. Well, so, in other words, i am unhappy about the way that my life has developed into having nearly no socialization... anyway... this is just up here because I wanted to complain about it, and because I was told I shopuld be honest and tell the world or somthing.... a possible form of therapy I suppose, we will see.
Posted by Warpshadow at January 23, 2003 07:24 PM
